You know what January means? Time to examine what I did last year and set some intentions moving forward. I always think Iāll do it in December, but who am I kidding? The holidays trump everything. Among the list of things Iām proud of from last year (starting to work at APW being a big one) and goals for next year (South Korea, Iām coming for ya) is one major theme sticks out: money.
Despite the fact that Iāve always prided myself on being āgood with moneyā (never paid rent late, always won at taxes, etc.) Iāve never been⦠abundant either. Iāve worked over forty different jobs, from high profile work, like shooting at the DNC or community organizing for the Brooklyn Museum, to folding clothes for below minimum wage. There were years of my life where Iād look at a calendar mid-month and crunch numbers to figure out how many more bookings or gigs or shifts Iād need to pay all my bills. But starting in 2014, I started to change my tune. I read articles; I went to therapy; I repeated to myself āI am deservingā till I started to believe that I was talented and worthy. (I mean, I still struggle with imposter syndrome⦠but thatās a whole other article.)
After a brutal 2015 winterāwhat some call āthree months of depressionā and some call āSaturn returnāāthings finally started bouncing back. I started a consulting contract, I got my first ever full time gig (hi guys!), and money was coming in. Consistently. I spent a few months of waiting for the other shoe to drop. It didnāt, and thatās when I realized I needed a plan. So I made some pretty simple financial goals, things like insure my home and business tools, take a vacation, budget to work while traveling, start a retirement.
And you guys, I did it. Now, donāt get me wrong, I wish being a feminist creative came with a pension plan⦠mostly because I just found out what a pension is and it sounds like free pet unicorns. But since that isnāt in my cards, a few thousand bucks in an IRA isnāt a half-bad place to start.
On my trip to Mexico last month, I finished a book about the scarcity mentality. And how important it is to create some slack, some space in your budget and schedule, for the fuckups of life. True to form, I then broke my laptop AND had my phone stolen. Two years ago Iād have been having panic attacks. But now? Iām covered. Turns out, wiggle room is priceless. And I still had enough leftover to donate to Syrian refugees.
This year, Iām looking to get even more intimate with money. Iām planning to save more, to start learning about the stock market (which I find legitimately intimidating and ethically confusing), figuring out more dedicated ways to give back (perhaps a self-funded volunteer trip), and increase my income like a real #bossbitch would. Did I mention I got my first ever raise? (Thanks, Meg.) Thatās sure to help.
APW, letās gab: what money matters from last year are you most proud of? Whatās 2016 looking like for your bank account? Itās time to talk about dollar dollar bills, yāall.